things like this don't just happen, you don't just wake up & feel this way. then, why is this happening, and why am i waking up feeling this way?

"what are you doing right now?"

"nothing."

"you're probably going to go to hell for that."

"thats fine."

you are geting older, and i am getting dumber.

if i lose my train of thought,

i ask myself,

"if i was a train of thought, where would i go?"

i'd creep into microphones. & rotate inside cartwheels.

i take this into mind,

and after a few seconds,

i lose it.