its so dark with all these lights.

i tried to donate blood today, turns out i had a mild fever. i still got free food though, so it wasn't too bad, i just really wanted to feel like an actual donor, and for some unknown reason, i also like the feeling of needles. i don't know why people think its "weird" or "emo?". i mean some people like the feeling of other things going inside of them, like food or drugs or dicks or whatever. well, i like the feeling of needles. anyway, I got in a big fight with my sister last night, and we slept in separate rooms, which is my biggest fear. i'm not scared of the dark, i'm just scared of sleeping alone. so i called lemus and he told me this amazing story. When things like this happen, it makes me so happy to know i'm sad, to know that i can be sad, that i can feel, and feel better. i hope i have a good hair day tomorrow.



"The end is not near, its here."