London Daydream.

"It's another rainy day in london."




i'll be ready for him. when he comes along. i'll have a breather in my pocket, so i can be ready when he smells like warehouse sweat. i'll wear loose shoes so my feet wont hurt when we cross all the intersections to get some sodas. i'll have a pin in my hair, so when i realize, its really happening, my hair wont fall out in pieces. i'll forget my sleeping pills, and your shoulder will get lonely. but it doesnt matter because were heading out anyway. i dont want to kiss you tonight. i want to wait until winter. when its cold, it will feel different then.
"how was your day today without me, and within me?"
"it snowed."
"come closer so i can hug you."
"you smell like nicotine & soap."
"thats okay. its cold today."
"i know."