kneecaps, parking lots, opium, fake id's &etc.

I am going to cut out my knee caps and give them to you.I am going to cut out my adams apple and cover it in chocolate for you.I am going to cut off my nose and eat it for you.A selfless love.And It will hurt,But I love you.
(all in one)You are everything all in one.I really want to make you mine.all in one.You are the stars, the planets and the black holes, all in one. You are a buy-one-get-one-free cosmic brownie,all in one.You are life, death and afterlife,all in one.
(sandbag memories) braking all the timelines,Flu shot remedies. Is this utopia?I’m seen seeing code red.
(sunshine)Sunshine in parking lots, And my sand paper fingertips, Our love. Open your bag of quarantined dreams,And at least answer my questions. Lost love is a waste of time.True love is a waste of life.
(happy birthday perky)You are probably the most beautiful person I know.Your beauty surpasses every 20 dollar hoe.And your skin is white as snow.What do you feel when I touch you there?I want to kiss you again,and I know that you want it too,but I will only do it if you do me first.Fist me.Twist me.Your perky cheeks are a deeper red, than is the blood that I bleed for you.
(Valentines day wish)I hope that your valentines day was better than mine because I love you.I love you so much.I am not angry any more.I did not mean those things that I said.I'm lonely, Bring those thunder thighs back to NY, cause I cant live with out them.
Anyways, Love you again.I am one sad lonely cellar door.
Love,Smothered heart.
P.S. Make sure you get a fake I.D. before you come back, so at least our loving will seem legal if we're caught.

(peaches)Going to Kinko's,To make some copies.Gonna eat some pie."gonna kill my face,and watch it die,"
(knives)Sometimes love is like a fucking knife. Do Not think I don't know. I've been in lovetwice, and I died fourtimes over.
(artificial insemination)"I am so depressed,I want to kill myself,I hate everybody."-Black cartons of 6's, Open them not, Don’t smile mother fucker. Don't you know Love is the belief in God? &God is the end of intelligence? I am so happy.
(what it should have been)Tylenol...Asprain...more pills, more hot showers-Do you remember the dayswhen we could laugh?Do you remember the timeswhen we could hold hands &feel normal?
(opium highways)Opium highlights my mind, I think in white. Are you listening? Were floating on a layer of helium;lighter than air.Run for the stairwayhalf time...double time half time...We think in white. "New things will arise when we realize that we think in white,but our thoughts are black." : http://www.lovelandia.com/authors/smothered%20heart.htm






here he sleeps, it is nowhere near you now, here we are, the space between us is so pretty, here we stay, and there it goes, here it freezes and locks the bound, &here it is, A black sea where good girls drown. more balloons popping over your head. theres chalk on your face, theres smashing glass, theres chocolate wrappers. here they are, here it is, everything you loved when you were younger. smilingkissingtouchingsqueezing pain. blackclouds white rain.crystal skies, and trainstation goodbyes. this is now, you are forever. cigarettes, photographs, & parking lots. doubt & faith. eyes, dull colors, lies. hate, beauty, kissmyanklesagain.
a kiss for every ugly middle finger ive shoved in your face. dark, secrets, alone in a bed twisting, God, I hope it’s dead . sunshine, books, torn pages, and library looks. treeswindrain&snow. angels sing, you laugh with me. hallway hugs & hands under desks, morbid times. perfect lips, every afternoon at 3, Move your hips sex cant be for you and me; punch, scratch, kick, I really like you, and why i need you now, i dont know. kissesBlurrydrunk, and in love,Kiss me againkiss me again, smiles, you touch me there. teach me how to do it and I laugh when I learn. anticlimatik streets, blood on your shirt, selling dope along with all the hurt, its washing away, its making me stay, here, there and here again. my lips are cold, my hands are hot, were bridges, im crying & youre not. Your piercings are real kisskissbangbang, Laughter in the hallways, echoes like a sad song; a radio keeps playing in the distance forever , your skin smells like rain with a hint of those drugs You need as much as me. fuck, I hate you, fuck it, I love you ,this part is closed I need you, I want you That’s the way we all go . somewhere closeorfarway, you are sitting alone under the bleachers, you write down the adress, youre comming closer, the cieling is your face.