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when i am leaving, i am flying past all the little things i loved, i can see crop circles from my window seat. i am really sad, i think thats why i want to cry. maybe i dont know what to do, but i do know what i want.
im not going to say anything, i'll stay quiet.
i'll dream about stupid things, like the world & everything in it.
i dont blame you for leaving, i dont blame you for blaming me. i do blame you for being stupid, even though i know its not really your fault. i remember thinking i must have been really weak & depressed to keep you around for such a fucking long time.
was it years? i spent two Christmases with you, i threw up food and stared at it & screamed at it for you. i know i was stupid, but you were stupider for giving me reasons to leave you.
this whole time you have thought all this has been for you. this whole time you thought i was here for you. this whole time you actually thought i wrote this for you.
i have written ONLY THIS & nothing else.
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this whole time you have thought all this has been for you. this whole time you thought i was here for you. this whole time you actually thought i wrote this for you.
i have written ONLY THIS & nothing else.
i loved that.
hippolicious kido ;)
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