10 graceful steps to disgrace.

i see you smiling, and i know we can talk now.
its raining again, i forgot my everything again.
can we share yours? no? okay, sure.
am i talking to myself again? no?
i dont believe you. if you are not listening,
i am talking to myself.

"this is not good, this is not good."
"this is not good, this is not good."
she keeps saying, she keeps saying,
why does she keep saying this to herself?

this is why you look at me.
this is why i look at you.
this is my source of love,
this is something to look forward to.
this is where its okay to jump off.
this is when i get to say, stop.
this is how i say i love you.