11.12.2008

Let romance waste it`s time with someone else.

Today, i am truly happy; i haven't been this sad since last year. when what is happening now, was happening then. when things made no sense, and no one told you what did. i'm having one of those days again, & i'm happy i can finally be this sad. Its not very often this happens. two very thin lines, drawn under inside this arm, with a thin line underneath. This is my straight wrist, this is my straight face, i am good at this. i can do this, but i can't draw a heart.

Why are you stealing my headphones again? is it because you have a migraine again? she keeps talking about change, talking about making a difference, right here, between us, later on; everything else. but she keeps talking about the same things, the only thing changing is the size of the migraines, tomorrow, i know they will come back, only harder & stronger.

Someone died yesterday; the rumors say, it was me & you.
you say, i did not let you down, i just let you go.
i say, what are you explaining? what else are you looking for?
it was violent, it was beautiful. there should not be something more.


4 comments:

TASHIA said...

dammit. you managed to WOW me
once again. lol. The complexity;
its awesome. I love how most of the time,
I have to read your lines twice.
Ahh. Fresh. New.
[and the crowd applauds]

vero said...

aaaaww! thnx!, it means SOOO MUCH that someone likes what i write :D

Ilham said...

Ths is so wow! As wioletmind already mentioned; it's complex but because of that it touches you twice as hard! Nice work!

Heidi said...

Wow, that's pretty good! It's like, I know what your saying, but I still don't really get it. That's cool, I love to be lost for words and to be made to think about stuff. Keep on doing your thing!