lets take it back to 2005

*Keep Calm* And Have Faith in Me.


i want to know how this really happened, how i let you in & let you out, but things will never be like before, after today.
did you know that things change & form shapes? have you seen things like this happen? i have.
remember how it felt to be young & not worry & not ask? i remember how my first kiss felt. are these feelings bad? i don't miss him, i miss the way he made me feel, two years is a long time to remember but a difficult space to forget.
i will always care about you, but running back to you is taking steps backward. life is about moving forward.
There are some things we'll never forget, there are some things we wish we could forget. you fell , but i was there, i never gave up.
i am so happy that life let me make wrong decisions to bring me to you today. i am so happy remembering how stupid i was.
i'm remembering how i used to sneak out & see you almost every weekday, do you think i will forget all those nights you hid under my bed? do you know how many stories i have to tell because of you? they said we'd never make it & you proved them right.
-do you know how they say you'll be happy one day, you remember how they always use to tell us that? i'm so tired now. do you remember that story? of that girl who waited everyday? he said she grew old & stayed until the end? i wanted to be this girl, i wanted to be her, for you.