idiotic tiger.

i am not going to lie. i really did believe you were different &shit. i really did think you were "into me" like you said you were. i thought you were brave & beautiful. you were sweet, you were naive in a way that made me laugh, you fooled me into thinking you really were different. i told you i was for real, you said you were for real, and those two stupid weeks really did feel real. i would ask you what went wrong, but i don't want to know and now, i don't give a fuck. 

i would love to tell you how it could have been. i would have been there for you, i probably would have cried over you. i used to be so nervous before i would see you, today i walked right past you and felt nothing. i'm going to be honest and say i do miss you, i'll be more honest and say i don't miss you that much. i think what i will miss the most are those hugs. they were pretty amazing. hopefully i will feel that way again. all i know is that it won't be with you.